We can't start the next round until mid November.
That's a lot of time to wait. A lot of time to think. To get my hopes up. To get scared. To panic.
I don't want to do those things. I want to be a zen calm person.
I am not a zen calm person.
So instead, I'm trying to keep myself busy.
I've been baking again. A few nights ago while my husband was meeting friends for dinner, I realized that I needed to bake. So I did:
Honey oat - a delicious recipe from King Arthur Flour!
And I've been knitting. While we watch TV, it helps me to keep my hands busy, so I made my first pair of fingerless gloves. And the first time I've done cables! Whoo hoo!
And I've been reminding myself that although I have had disappointments, I still have a lot.
I mean, how adorable is this?!