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September 21, 2014


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yay for 31 weeks! and a baby that is growing big and strong. I wish I knew what to say about the conflicting emotions of wanting to hope/celebrate and wanting to hold back. It's just hard. I know you will do the right thing for you and your baby.


I've been thinking about you and am so delighted to see this post :) Congratulations on hitting 31 weeks!

I totally get the cautious/angry thing. I still get angry sometimes when I think of how robbed of the presumptuous joy and celebrating I felt during pregnancy (and long after). But then I look down at my daughter, wriggly and smiling and full of life, and am reminded of how deeply that joy is manifest now, and don't have time for anger anymore. You'll get there. You will.

Sending so much love to you and both your beautiful babes. I hope these last weeks pass uneventfully and can't wait to read your news! x


Hugs to you. I'm just starting to TTC again, and working on battling the crazy anticipatory anxiety that is pregnancy after loss. When I have a (rare) good day full of the "audacity of hope" :), I make an act of intentional optimism. I bought a used pack-and-play, one day. I knit a baby hat, another. They keep me going, those acts, those shimmery minutes of hope. And I'm not even pregnant yet. Phew. I am in awe of your 31 week journey and very much hoping for your happy ending.

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